This is my thinking page. These are the things I’ve been wanting to tell you but didn’t dare to do so.
Disclaimer: Mahaba to. But please bear with me.
Bakit ako naiiniss:
Course of action:
Bakit kita gusto:
NOTES:
*Alam m wala naman akong issue sa pag inom m o sa kung anong sinasabi m pag lasing ka. Understanding naman ako. Pero sana sa susunod na malalasing ka, sana aware ka sa ngyayari.
Uminom ka, gumala ka, paka busy ka sa work okay lang. Pero sana linawin m din kung ano ba ako sayo. Kasi oo tahimik lang ako pero labis akong nag aalala. Alam ko naman na malakas ka, kaya m. Pero madaya ang mundo.
Ayoko gumising ng isang araw ng wala ka na o kung napano ka. Mahal kita. Pero mahalin m din sarili m.
*Alam ko naman na matagal na akong baliw pero omg why am I asking myself nababaliw na din ba ako sayo? Hahaha shet
*Ako ung taong maraming kinakatakutan. Takot ako mag isa, takot ako sa spiders at sa kung ano ano pa. But I would rather face all those fears than face tomorrow without you in it.
1/29/21
My 11:11 wish has always been adventure, happiness and love. I didn't know that I was wishing for you. Well in fact they even gave me greater than what I imagined. They gave me YOU. You will always be my greatest adventure, with you i got unmatched happiness and unending love.
1/20/21
“Miss me?”
Of course I missed you halos mabaliw na ako kakaisip asan ka na. May sakit ka panaman. Kainess ka.
1/21/21
“namiss lang kita”
Okay, natangal ung sakit ng ulo at pagkahilo ko. I miss you too. Like A LOT. I honestly wanna hug you rn.
1/22/21
Gustong gusto ko na unuwi
“Umuwi saakin”
Oo. I wanna go home to you. I wanna hug you tight. I wanna cuddle with you. I can’t wait to be with you.
“Di mo ako namiss”
Sinabi ko lang slight pero shet ka sobrang miss na kita hate chu for torturing me layk dis.
1/26/21
Pinakilala m saakin ung New Found Glory
1/27/21
“May tanong ako.”
Grabe naman yang tanong na yan kinabahan ako. Aga ahh hahaha un pala babanat lang
1/28/21
“Bakit kailangan suklian? Kung puwede naman ibigay ang lahat?”
Kabang kaba ako bat m kinuwestion ung pag sukli. Shet na yan. Umuwi ka na. Umuwi ka na sakin.
Lol first time m mag comment sa post ko.
1/29/21
“Gusto ko yan nangangagat”
Gusto ko din naman ung nag papakagat. Omg i have to chill di puwedeeeee
“Oki pinagpray mo nko?”
Ikaw lang naman dasal ko, sis.
Nag papamiss pero siya ung nakakamiss HAHAHAHAHAAHAH ako lang sakalam
2/2/21
“Kainiss”
Minsan nakakainiss na same tayong laging iniss. Hahaha may kasama na din akong laging iniss sa mundo.
2/5/21
“Hindi okay ”
Omg ka ang baby m nakakaiyak aga aga LUVLUV.
Disclaimer: Mahaba to. But please bear with me.
Bakit ako naiiniss:
- Kasama kita pero mas focused ka pa sa facebook. Kasi andito ako oh sa tabi m pero bakit parang di ako enough?
- Not consistent. No more good morning messages. Never nakatawag sakin ng buong linggo.
- No updates. Malay ko bang patay ka na.
- Financially, not okay. Pare, mag tipid ka. Ung visa m palang kelangan m na agad ng show money.
- Play over me. I demand time too you know? Un na nga lang hinhingi ko. I dont need material things. All i want is a portion of your time.
- Talks about others. Talk to me about YOURSELF. Wala akong pake sa mga tao sa paligid m, may pake ako sayo.
- Late reply. Pero dibaleng late basta nag rereply.
- Kulang sa lambing. Tangina Ben sinasabi ko sayo landiin m ako. SERYOSO.
- Lacks time management. Pare, its not nice to be late.
- Karma. Kung ayaw m gawin sayo dont do it sa iba. (In general to)
Course of action:
- Listen. Un lang. Matuto ka makinig sa mga tao sa paligid m. Oo perfect ka na sa mata ko pero try to acknowledge people’s view. Kasi it might be the best for you.
Bakit kita gusto:
- Ung boses m. Kahit anong inis ko, marinig ko lang boses m okay na ako.
- You give me space. While waiting for you i accomplish sooo many things.
- You make me laugh.
- Your vid calls. Best good morning routine ever.
- Your touch. Pag hawak m ako feeling ko safe ako.
- Ung pagiging prangka m. It snaps me back to reality. I know may mga bagay na taliwas ung beliefs natin pero it grounds me back to life pag naririnig ko ung views m.
- You take things slow. Naappreciate ko talaga pag niyaya m ako mag lakad pag alam m nang kelangan na magpigil.
- You make me smile. Minsan naiiyak ako dahil sayo pero no matter what walang araw na hindi m ako napangiti. I just realized that just now. While typing this shis.
- Tindi ng ESP m. Idk how you do it but yeah keep it up its great.
- Ung dedication m sa work. I know its nakakapagod pero seeing you stick to something you really like mula pa nung bata ka is really remarkable. I hope like that ka din sakin. Sana mahalin m din ako tulad ng work m nakahit mahirap at nakakapagod never mong iniwan.
- You listen. I’m honestly still in awe na you watched detective pikachu and nasa watch list m ung little prince. All those small things takes a big place in my heart. It means a lot whenever you listen to my small voice.
- You’re challenging. There was never a day na hindi ako na challenge sayo. I am a trailblazer and i like adventures and challenges. Never m ako na fail.
- Youre makulit. You remind me of my kids lalo na pag sobrang namimiss ko sila. Just like them you took up a space in my heart.
- Whenever you try not to sleep. The best thing ever na you did is labanan antok m.
- Youre so madaldal despite of saying na you view yourself as a quiet person.
- You engage sa mga interests ko. Its cute that you did that.
- Dami mong alam. There will always be something new na matutunan ko because of you.
- Your weird taste of music. Sayo ko lang nalalaman na may ganun palang song.
- Your eyes. And that weird smile. Lalo na whenever you do the “hmmmm.. ganto kasi” you know that thinking vibes of yours whenever you try to explain green stuff to me.
- You’re malaswa. Idk no logical explanation here buy yea i love it.
NOTES:
*Alam m wala naman akong issue sa pag inom m o sa kung anong sinasabi m pag lasing ka. Understanding naman ako. Pero sana sa susunod na malalasing ka, sana aware ka sa ngyayari.
Uminom ka, gumala ka, paka busy ka sa work okay lang. Pero sana linawin m din kung ano ba ako sayo. Kasi oo tahimik lang ako pero labis akong nag aalala. Alam ko naman na malakas ka, kaya m. Pero madaya ang mundo.
Ayoko gumising ng isang araw ng wala ka na o kung napano ka. Mahal kita. Pero mahalin m din sarili m.
*Alam ko naman na matagal na akong baliw pero omg why am I asking myself nababaliw na din ba ako sayo? Hahaha shet
*Ako ung taong maraming kinakatakutan. Takot ako mag isa, takot ako sa spiders at sa kung ano ano pa. But I would rather face all those fears than face tomorrow without you in it.
1/29/21
My 11:11 wish has always been adventure, happiness and love. I didn't know that I was wishing for you. Well in fact they even gave me greater than what I imagined. They gave me YOU. You will always be my greatest adventure, with you i got unmatched happiness and unending love.
1/20/21
“Miss me?”
Of course I missed you halos mabaliw na ako kakaisip asan ka na. May sakit ka panaman. Kainess ka.
1/21/21
“namiss lang kita”
Okay, natangal ung sakit ng ulo at pagkahilo ko. I miss you too. Like A LOT. I honestly wanna hug you rn.
1/22/21
Gustong gusto ko na unuwi
“Umuwi saakin”
Oo. I wanna go home to you. I wanna hug you tight. I wanna cuddle with you. I can’t wait to be with you.
“Di mo ako namiss”
Sinabi ko lang slight pero shet ka sobrang miss na kita hate chu for torturing me layk dis.
1/26/21
Pinakilala m saakin ung New Found Glory
1/27/21
“May tanong ako.”
Grabe naman yang tanong na yan kinabahan ako. Aga ahh hahaha un pala babanat lang
1/28/21
“Bakit kailangan suklian? Kung puwede naman ibigay ang lahat?”
Kabang kaba ako bat m kinuwestion ung pag sukli. Shet na yan. Umuwi ka na. Umuwi ka na sakin.
Lol first time m mag comment sa post ko.
1/29/21
“Gusto ko yan nangangagat”
Gusto ko din naman ung nag papakagat. Omg i have to chill di puwedeeeee
“Oki pinagpray mo nko?”
Ikaw lang naman dasal ko, sis.
Nag papamiss pero siya ung nakakamiss HAHAHAHAHAAHAH ako lang sakalam
2/2/21
“Kainiss”
Minsan nakakainiss na same tayong laging iniss. Hahaha may kasama na din akong laging iniss sa mundo.
2/5/21
“Hindi okay ”
Omg ka ang baby m nakakaiyak aga aga LUVLUV.