I wanted to say goodbye but I didn't had the chance.
I kept telling myself through this rain I must learn to dance,
to stop crying at night & start to turn "what ifs" to "cans".
I was watching you, hoping our eyes would catch a glance,
I wanted to say goodbye but I didn't had the chance. I kept telling myself through this rain I must learn to dance, to stop crying at night & start to turn "what ifs" to "cans".
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Maybe I was stupid,
Maybe I was blind. Maybe this is just a mistake, Maybe I wasn't right. Maybe it's all just an illusion, Maybe it was all just a show. Maybe it was my blind optimism to blame, Maybe this is all just a game. Maybe I was just a fool, Maybe it's all just an assumption. Maybe I was just desperate, Maybe I was all wrong. Maybe this is nothing, Maybe this is just a joke. Maybe I was just crazy, Maybe this is not love. Maybe it's best if you didn't know, Maybe it's all just in my mind. Maybe just maybe it's not you, Maybe it's just me all the time. Your voice is as deep as the ocean and the sea,
your hands are rough and also very edgy. I like you, but this cannot be, but every time I close my eyes you are what I see. My trust in you is as sturdy as a tree, you are older but you leveled down to me. Again I like you but this cannot be, but I know I can count on you like 1,2,3. You give me nervousness how coffee does to me, but I also feel relaxed same benefits when I drink tea. but then again I like you but this cannot be, whenever you are near me my heart pounds with glee. All my life I just wanted to be free, stuck in this mess with nowhere else to be. For the last time I like you but this cannot be, but it seems to me you're the one who found the key. Here I am patiently waiting,
I’m soon getting the feeling of crying. Annoyed by the silence of being boring, I guess soon I’ll end up sleeping. Cold as the night you’re not here, It’s just your voice what I wanted to hear. I imagine you as you come in here, But seeing you face-to-face is what I fear. I miss you even more as time pass by, It’s almost a week now I guess I’m about to die. By simply not seeing you makes me wanna cry, But every time you are in front of me I can’t even say “hi”. In my mind there’s a lot for me to say, But I let everything pass day by day. Telling them to you my imagination comes to play, I can’t stand this anymore! What The Hey! Oh please tell me what am I gonna do? My mind is filled with all the thoughts of you! I want to talk about it but I don’t know how to, Because I’m so sacred and I don’t even have a clue. Just woke up its almost six o‘clock,
With all the thoughts in my mind was stuck. Logged on my twitter was surprised as I knew, You favorited my tweets like no other person could do. I always imagine myself sitting on the couch with you, watching Avatar and HIMYM repeating it over like I use to do. I’m always puzzled why on earth do you like Batman? What’s the deal with him? C’mon man! Wonder what it would be like being bored with you, I don’t think so! I guess I’ll never knew. I love the way your brows shots up when you sing, Oh gosh! You almost looked like a king! I always see you staring blankly, Wonder what’s in your mind every time you look at me. Remember when you introduced to us the Identity Case? I didn’t sleep all night cus in my mind I can’t even think straight! I never felt awkward whenever we are chatting, Cus it seems to me you understand everything. I felt positively different ever since you came, Now my heart pounds every time I see your name. I’m not comfortable to use color blue in pens, But I guess it all shifted ever since you happened. Now all the things in the world that’s blue, will always and forever remind me of you. I read your blog I was surprised to what I came to see, “I’m a Demigod!” you claimed to be. Guilty as charged your Honor I had a great laugh, I was left with awe and all I could do is to slow clap. I don’t exactly know what happened to me lately, But whatever it is I felt intense and it made me very happy. I don’t care what others have to say, Cus I know deep in my heart you must stay. |
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