Dati nag hhope lang ako na magka wedding version ung song natin. Hahhaha ngayon meron na and it was play by one of my fave pianist. Kaso asan ka na? Pero okay lang hahaha its better to have tears in my eyes temporarily than to have tears in my eyes forever. Hope u okay.
Grabe ung iyak ko nung kumakanta siya ng Dungaw kagabi. That’s when I knew na ‘hawak mo parin ako’.
I've always wanted to attend his gig with you.. I honestly thought na ung next hotair balloon fest will be our anniversary date. Kaya no matter how many people asked me to go there I wouldn't. Since you're not here with me sa place na we use to go to, all I could do was to hold on to the necklace you gave me. I miss You. My heart broke when I saw Adie cry too. Kahit wala ka, do know na nadito ka lang *sa puso ko* palagi oh aking tahanan. This is my thinking page. These are the things I’ve been wanting to tell you but didn’t dare to do so.
Disclaimer: Mahaba to. But please bear with me. Bakit ako naiiniss:
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NOTES: *Alam m wala naman akong issue sa pag inom m o sa kung anong sinasabi m pag lasing ka. Understanding naman ako. Pero sana sa susunod na malalasing ka, sana aware ka sa ngyayari. Uminom ka, gumala ka, paka busy ka sa work okay lang. Pero sana linawin m din kung ano ba ako sayo. Kasi oo tahimik lang ako pero labis akong nag aalala. Alam ko naman na malakas ka, kaya m. Pero madaya ang mundo. Ayoko gumising ng isang araw ng wala ka na o kung napano ka. Mahal kita. Pero mahalin m din sarili m. *Alam ko naman na matagal na akong baliw pero omg why am I asking myself nababaliw na din ba ako sayo? Hahaha shet *Ako ung taong maraming kinakatakutan. Takot ako mag isa, takot ako sa spiders at sa kung ano ano pa. But I would rather face all those fears than face tomorrow without you in it. 1/29/21 My 11:11 wish has always been adventure, happiness and love. I didn't know that I was wishing for you. Well in fact they even gave me greater than what I imagined. They gave me YOU. You will always be my greatest adventure, with you i got unmatched happiness and unending love. 1/20/21 “Miss me?” Of course I missed you halos mabaliw na ako kakaisip asan ka na. May sakit ka panaman. Kainess ka. 1/21/21 “namiss lang kita” Okay, natangal ung sakit ng ulo at pagkahilo ko. I miss you too. Like A LOT. I honestly wanna hug you rn. 1/22/21 Gustong gusto ko na unuwi “Umuwi saakin” Oo. I wanna go home to you. I wanna hug you tight. I wanna cuddle with you. I can’t wait to be with you. “Di mo ako namiss” Sinabi ko lang slight pero shet ka sobrang miss na kita hate chu for torturing me layk dis. 1/26/21 Pinakilala m saakin ung New Found Glory 1/27/21 “May tanong ako.” Grabe naman yang tanong na yan kinabahan ako. Aga ahh hahaha un pala babanat lang 1/28/21 “Bakit kailangan suklian? Kung puwede naman ibigay ang lahat?” Kabang kaba ako bat m kinuwestion ung pag sukli. Shet na yan. Umuwi ka na. Umuwi ka na sakin. Lol first time m mag comment sa post ko. 1/29/21 “Gusto ko yan nangangagat” Gusto ko din naman ung nag papakagat. Omg i have to chill di puwedeeeee “Oki pinagpray mo nko?” Ikaw lang naman dasal ko, sis. Nag papamiss pero siya ung nakakamiss HAHAHAHAHAAHAH ako lang sakalam 2/2/21 “Kainiss” Minsan nakakainiss na same tayong laging iniss. Hahaha may kasama na din akong laging iniss sa mundo. 2/5/21 “Hindi okay ” Omg ka ang baby m nakakaiyak aga aga LUVLUV. February 14, 2022 | 10 am
My dearest Luvluv, Exactly a year today (at this very hour) was the first time I ever heard your voice. Just like that, I fell in love. I never believed in cupid, but since the day I met you, I saw his golden arrow on my chest. Ever since that day I knew he exists. I can still remember how you caught my skeptical look as I heard you order a weird-looking green soup. Surprisingly, it turned out amazing. After eating, we grabbed coffee, and as we wait you took a photo of my shoes because it reminded you of Barbie. Fast forward a few hours later we’re driving along Skyway and by then I felt another golden arrow pierce into my heart. I tried my best to hide the tears in my eyes for I fell in love yet again with the clouds and the atmosphere as Ben&Ben plays in the car. I sat there in your passenger seat laughing so hard because of all the weird stories you had. Hours had gone past and finally, it was time to go home. As we halt to a stop by our front gate, you went down the car and went to my side to open the door for me. And for the third time that day, another golden arrow went straight to my fragile heart. It was the best valentines day ever (so far). I still regret today that we didn’t take photos of each other for I know right there and then that there will be a lot more dates to come. And a lot more golden arrows will be targeting my heart. I wasn't wrong tho, for it did happen. Till one day you decided to fade. Exactly a year ago I didn’t know that you will mean so much to me. Exactly a year ago I didn't know I will be calling you mine. Exactly a year ago I didn’t know you will break my heart. But that's okay, I guess things will never go our way anyway. 🐝, I want you to know that you will always be my valentine. Well in a multiverse, but in this timeline, I guess you’ll just be my first. Luv, Love. |
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