She was raised sweet ever gentle, she is always responsible. She remain simple as ever, not even bothered to comb her hair. She was always ready always busy, always organized & knows what to do. She stands for what she knows what's right. She always stays at home and never leave its walls.
She was 18 when she knew about the secrets which the universe kept from her. That was when she met a demigod who changed her life forever.
She was never fearless until she met him & taught her to face her fears. She learned to be courageous, to fight back for what she believes in. She became out going, stayed up all night reading blogs. She started to talk to random strangers, hoping to find answers to all her questions. She even started doubting her parents & their rules. She loses her focus in al her academics & her grades started to low down. Her mind is always preoccupied with all her "what ifs" in life, with all the things she wanted to do with him.
She started to wear makeup & was conscious of what she look like every single minute. She started to fill herself with information about magic and sorcery which she didn't believed in before. She lived her life rebelliously as days pass by. She even started to eat foods she normally hates. She became curious with life that's why she would choose to read thought catalogs than all her lessons in class.
She was surrounded by all her shadows which kept her in darkness. She stopped looking for monsters under her bed when she realized it has already taken over her. Whenever she looks at the mirror, she no longer knew who she was & who ever she become. She started to miss her old self, so sweet, ever gentle. I pity her and for what had happened to her, because she was no one else but me.
I know in some point of our life we get lost & lose track of ourselves, but getting lost eventually helps you to find yourself again.
We get confused on the things we want from the things we need. We over value the things we don't need & under value the things that's worth keeping. We constantly look for signs but little we know what we're looking for is just standing right there in front of us, we were just too blind enough not to see. Yes we create stupid decisions in life & later on regret them, eventually hurting ourselves & realize how much fool we've become. Well that's life, it hurts & it keeps us alive. What matters most is the lesson we gained from it & how strong you've become after every thing that passed.
She was 18 when she knew about the secrets which the universe kept from her. That was when she met a demigod who changed her life forever.
She was never fearless until she met him & taught her to face her fears. She learned to be courageous, to fight back for what she believes in. She became out going, stayed up all night reading blogs. She started to talk to random strangers, hoping to find answers to all her questions. She even started doubting her parents & their rules. She loses her focus in al her academics & her grades started to low down. Her mind is always preoccupied with all her "what ifs" in life, with all the things she wanted to do with him.
She started to wear makeup & was conscious of what she look like every single minute. She started to fill herself with information about magic and sorcery which she didn't believed in before. She lived her life rebelliously as days pass by. She even started to eat foods she normally hates. She became curious with life that's why she would choose to read thought catalogs than all her lessons in class.
She was surrounded by all her shadows which kept her in darkness. She stopped looking for monsters under her bed when she realized it has already taken over her. Whenever she looks at the mirror, she no longer knew who she was & who ever she become. She started to miss her old self, so sweet, ever gentle. I pity her and for what had happened to her, because she was no one else but me.
I know in some point of our life we get lost & lose track of ourselves, but getting lost eventually helps you to find yourself again.
We get confused on the things we want from the things we need. We over value the things we don't need & under value the things that's worth keeping. We constantly look for signs but little we know what we're looking for is just standing right there in front of us, we were just too blind enough not to see. Yes we create stupid decisions in life & later on regret them, eventually hurting ourselves & realize how much fool we've become. Well that's life, it hurts & it keeps us alive. What matters most is the lesson we gained from it & how strong you've become after every thing that passed.